Ah, hey. How was your day lately? I hope that you're always alright. Ian, I'm still thinking about you. I'm still hoping that you'll text me back:)
Am I so silly for hoping so? I tried. Yeah, I tried to find other or another person who can make me forget about you. But, damn. You've become one of my goals. I want to go to Australia because of you.
I won't ask your responsibility, but I want to know that I'm still wanting you to come back. Although I know it's maybe impossible. Maybe you've forgotten about me. And every time I think about that, it makes my heart feels so hurt. I don't want it. I want you to keep remembering about me. But I know, I can't force you or ask you to do the way I want.
I don't know how to stop make you my anchor. Every time I remember your face, even if it's just a slightest bit, it still makes my heart tight, like now. I'm writing/typing this, and it makes me want to cry.
Well, yeah. I always cry when I think about you. I can't help it. Do you find it funny? Yah, just laugh at me:)
Are you happy now? Have you finally gotten what you want? Have you finally had your best friend as your girlfriend? How about me? Have you ever thought about me after our last chat?
Ian, even my keyboard remembers your name:)
Hey. Will you come back? Or should I go to Australia first? I'm waiting and praying here. May you come back soon, text me back soon. Ah, no. Can't. I want to cry.
I won't ask your responsibility, but I want to know that I'm still wanting you to come back. Although I know it's maybe impossible. Maybe you've forgotten about me. And every time I think about that, it makes my heart feels so hurt. I don't want it. I want you to keep remembering about me. But I know, I can't force you or ask you to do the way I want.
I don't know how to stop make you my anchor. Every time I remember your face, even if it's just a slightest bit, it still makes my heart tight, like now. I'm writing/typing this, and it makes me want to cry.
Well, yeah. I always cry when I think about you. I can't help it. Do you find it funny? Yah, just laugh at me:)
Are you happy now? Have you finally gotten what you want? Have you finally had your best friend as your girlfriend? How about me? Have you ever thought about me after our last chat?
Ian, even my keyboard remembers your name:)
Hey. Will you come back? Or should I go to Australia first? I'm waiting and praying here. May you come back soon, text me back soon. Ah, no. Can't. I want to cry.
